2021.10.27 23:41 Kitelynn Which blockchain games are being developed that include MateUniverse and NFT?
2021.10.27 23:41 Alisann12 Blurry pictures of dogs
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2021.10.27 23:41 BearKickFrog 恩来是不是真的不行?
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2021.10.27 23:41 OrcaApe I didn’t know where else to put this
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2021.10.27 23:41 TheWondrousStrange I want to see you but…
Unless you truly reciprocate, I can’t. And I don’t mean that half assed, “I care for you” reciprocation. It’s not enough. It’s not enough to NOT know what that “love” looks like. What that implies. Because I KNOW I love you. I’ve never poked away for someone else or spent years putting feelings here instead of telling them to the person (you). It was only you. Always you.
But You really hurt me. Maybe more than he did. You’ll never know. You’ll never understand. And I got no true understanding that you ever really felt the same. Cause if you did. That book wouldn’t have stayed closed for two years. I wouldn’t have been left all alone in that fucked up fairytale that never was. All those plans that never happened. I was left holding the door open. (Hodor right? Yeah we all know how that turned out for him.)
And if we could just have one goddamn conversation about everything, guess what? It would be fine right? Would it?
I feel like we tried maybe? But you lied to me and I’m about to get very real here about my perspective.
You wanted me to get an abortion don’t kid yourself and say you didnt. That part of history is not revised due to my memory.
I went through with it and moved overseas and you NEVER told me how you really felt.
You said you’d write. We’d stay friends. You lied. You ghosted me for over a year.
I checked my fb every day in Germany. I fell victim to your disappearing acts that first round.
I found out I was pregnant a year and half later and you decide to message me to apologize. Luckily I wasn’t in the mindset to be a bitch cause I was pregnant and there’s like a new beginning and knowing love for someone. So I put it behind me. I loved you. Unconditionally.
There’s a lot that’s hazy. Trust me for you as well. But I always knew you were it for me. I stuck by my partner though. He cheated on me. But here’s what you may not know. I stuck with him cause you never really gave me an indicator of your feelings for me. I needed to know you had feelings that were the same as mine. I needed to hear you say it. Instead you were pining away on unsent letters and poems???
You were all I could think about for years. Every night. Lying in bed with him thinking of you. Making him fuck me from behind so I could think of you. So he wouldn’t see tears roll down my cheeks cause I missed you so much.
So we got a second chance but that was a mess. Because of long distance and all the hurt and guilt from everything could no longer be compartmentalized. That’s not my fault.
I wrote you and explained the best I could. I found your replies here. HERE. In UNSENT. Not to me. Not so I could possibly know and take that information and use it as I saw fit. Hoarding it away for yourself. For a sub that isn’t even reality.
The guy who boasted about communication being crucial. Ghosting me yet again, without any absolution.
So fine whatever. I went into the land of the non living and pulled myself out of it completely alone. Whatever I’m strong.
We talked a bit some months later. Agreed on trying to be friends or pen pals. But we both know it wouldn’t be the same again. I couldn’t allow you to hurt me again. So back to my world as if nothing happened. The year that never was.
The dark ages. A story that would never make the history books.
10 months ago you ghosted me again. How badly do you just not get it? You’d say that nobody was ever there for you, you were just a security blanket for them. But where were you for me? You said I knew you, said something about how we both know what we are and will always be that and if there was a shred of romantic karmic justice we would end up together. But also said you didn’t want to reopen our book. Said you had fears. Said I was chaos. Told me not to be impulsive and to just let my world spin.
Well I’m sorry if I didn’t want to do that anymore. My world has been nothing but letting it spin in the wrong direction since I met you. Me silently wanting what I couldn’t have. Me wanting to be with you was never impulsive, it was the best decision I wish I could have made for myself and my happiness. For my life. To be with you in the capacity I wanted.
And now here we are. Nearly a decade later. And multiple disappearing acts.
Here on unsent not knowing what’s real. Texts from you that are half truths. I. Don’t. Understand.
I don’t expect you to care about my feelings as you’ve told me before that’s not a thing you mind much for. I know.
But I care about my feelings. They aren’t everything but they happen. And when I get feelings, I need to tend to them. Otherwise I’ll have a full blown dissociation and derealization episode trying to avoid them.
So here they are everyone. My mother fuckn feelings! Surprise!
I’m hurt maybe when I think about it. But I’m not actually hurt anymore because I’ve dealt with it. I did the practices and brain rewiring and said the affirmations and put things into an objective perspective. And Go me.
And here’s what i think your perspective is although I can’t say with any certainty.
You blamed me for moving to Germany. You viewed as me willingly leaving you. Blamed me for getting an abortion you told me to get. Blamed me for being the one that got away. You were hurt and DID have feelings you couldn’t and don’t express. Because of xyz. You’ve had bad bad relationships and I’m so sorry for that. You’ve been let down and hurt countless times by everyone too. You’ve had trauma, you’ve had abuse. You thought things that weren’t true about us. About me. I’ve only ever loved you and I am sorry for leaving. I am sorry for not having emotional fortitude over my past with you.
So what all this is, is a massive cry to the universe to be heard. To be seen. To hopefully fully move on and understand that it is you now and always and it was since the day I met you. Hell, even before that. Since the day I saw you I knew there was something about you. And to get a random accidental friend request from that “hot mall guy” was either the best thing or the worst thing to ever happen to me. It’s brought me so much happiness but so much hurt too. It’s brought me so much growth. I’m so sorry for all of it and I love you. I’d have a whole life with you if I could. If I just knew. Knew you wanted me too.
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2021.10.27 23:41 SilverSideDown I never got my content pack preorder bonus. Could someone else who got the physical edition share how Best Buy or another retailer provided this?
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2021.10.27 23:41 kaoshavoc World 10, is it just me or does it seem very dependant on both equipment and luck of the draw ?
2021.10.27 23:41 Aurora-01 Am I wrong to be upset with my mom?
Ok so background:
I (MTF20) grew up in a two-parent household, Catholic school for 13 years, conservative US state, both parents being Catholic with my Dad being much more religious, and he did most of the religious ed.
As you can imagine, this did wonders for my self-esteem, but as I said it was mostly my dad telling me that being gay/trans was unnatural/sinful. But my mom didn’t really challenge that until I came out umpteen years later; now she has been the more supportive parent.
When I confronted both of them in our small family group text, she kept saying that she never personally said those things, and that she has been trying to tell my dad that he needs to be more supportive with my transition. The last part I believe, but the first part feels like a deflection.
Am I wrong for thinking this? Am I wrong to want an apology from both of them, rather than just my dad?
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2021.10.27 23:41 Throwaway723184 Smoking weed at 14
I’m in 8th grade this year and just turned 14. A friend at school had there older brother smoke them out and when I told my older brother he said “If you wanna try it I’ll smoke with you tonight after dads asleep, and when you are a freshman you can buy weed off of me. I’ll also hook you and your friends up from the free shit my dispensary gives me”
I want to smoke weed but I’m not sure if I should. I heard it could fuck up my brain but my brother said that I would be fine. I also don’t want my dad to be diss appointed in me. I want to smoke but should I? Please leave helpful comments below
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2021.10.27 23:41 totallykyle99 Do axolotls hear sounds or feel vibrations?
Im on the moon with jerry, and my phones are killing it. Sitting by the tanks feeding the lotlz and thought about my speaker set up in the room. How do lotlz experience this? I’m a mechanical engineer grad student taking a fundamentals of acoustics class so I get the physics. Do lotlz have “ears” or feel the vibrations?
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2021.10.27 23:41 iMimzy Stories of people who made a ton of money as an early startup employee
Of course there's the well-known stories of founders making a ton of money from their company. But I'm curious if there's any stories from people who joined a startup early and made a lot of money with < 1% equity?
The founders of the startup I work for gloat that we're all going to make a lot of money, so looking for any proof that that actually happens. I've always had the mentality that you have to be a founder to make a lot of money.
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2021.10.27 23:41 Hero18242 I need a little information about andariel
I have bugged Andy in nightmare and want to go back into normal to see how much stronger my character is. People tell me the bug can’t be unbugged but I want to know if changing difficulty may.
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2021.10.27 23:41 Thick_Refrigerator_8 Havnt dated in over 7 years, WTH DO I DO!??
I met this girl on a dating, we sent a few breif texts and she said shes tired of small talk and guys sending her pics and stuff and even though i didnt do both of those things, i still felt the need to apologize, and told her id like some time to plan a nice date thats not your generic diner or movie or whatever, problem is, i wanted time because I HAVE NO FRIGGIN IDEA WHAT TO DO HAHAHA no im not insecure or lack confidence, i jjst find online dating imensly intimidating and im not afraid to admit that! Because the stigma is that a guy needs to take initiative and i myself find it extremly hard to be confident, and eye catching to someome i have had no idea existed, and it gives me anxiety! That and if im willing to meet a stranger, that means im willing to put alot of effort into trying to look my best for them. Thats scary! Helpppp give me your best advice and date ideas thats not generic and gives activity!
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2021.10.27 23:41 nowsay__taxexemption Why does "Get Contents from Folder" take so long to execute?
I have an iCloud folder that has about 450 files of PDFs. It takes about 30 seconds for it to execute.
Is there an alternative to this action?
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2021.10.27 23:41 Maximum-Safe7985 This the only other picture😅
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2021.10.27 23:40 mcgtianiumshin New listener of sams....I have a few questions
Specifically about free will. If we don't have free will how do we change our lives for the better? I have tried too look for answer from sam about it. I understand it gives us compassion towards others, but if we truly aren't in control why even bother?
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2021.10.27 23:40 dyanstydx Thanks coach
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2021.10.27 23:40 Marconius1617 My X-Men display
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2021.10.27 23:40 Cowstronaut88 Spring Registration 2022
I’m planning on signing up for these courses next semester but I’m not sure which professor to take:
2021.10.27 23:40 SlimShadyOfficial_ Thoughts on my drawing? I’m pretty new to drawing, I kinda messed up the legs
2021.10.27 23:40 sexyhusband714 check me
2021.10.27 23:40 Natural-Setting1512 No Gysnc options on my x17?
I have the 360HZ G sync monitor on my x17 but I don't see the options for it in the Nvidia control panel?
Is there something defective with my laptop?
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2021.10.27 23:40 Brutorex ja fumou papel dog?
2021.10.27 23:40 sponge20bob Inspired by the post from earlier
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